does anyone else have a different taste than their own photography?

hey guys, im pretty decent at direct flash digital photography, editorial vibes and my clients really love it. but personally, i would hire a film photographer for my own wedding. the look i prefer and gravitate towards is not the content i produce. anyone else feel like they personally enjoy a different style of photography than what they make? film is exceptionally harder for me, so i don’t do it much. this makes me feel a bit hypocritical at times, slightly conflicted.